Is there something in your life that you seem to question? Where you wonder why your did it? Ask your self how do you get out of it? Wished that you would of done something different?
That easy for me to answer right now. I am sorta questioning why I went to college. Thinking about it now it just seems to have done nothing for me. I don't know why I jumped in to something so big with out thinking about how much its going to cost. I love what I went to school for Art and really feel passionate about it. I question everything about it because right now I cant seem to find away to pay for the education I do have.
I keep feeling like I'll never seem to catch up on the bills I have from school. I don't even know if I'll get a job doing art or be able to do anything with it. I really think I should of went to school for something a little more practical like something Technology wise.
I like working with computers. My last job was working with people and helping them use Mac computers. I just loved showing people what is so interesting with computers and so much you can do. I am now thinking that going back to school and getting maybe an associates in IT. I think it would be good and will help me get into a good IT job. Maybe I'll be able to work my way up in the job that I have now.
But everything comes down to the fact that I don't know when I will be able to start to pay back my student loans. I have some of them on deferment but my privet loans are you to date and wanting money. We will see what life deals me and shows me what to do next.
Do you have anything that you would like to change about your life?
I like that you question things; it's good! :)
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